Tuesday, December 27, 2005
last night i tossed and turned in bed. and i had a thought: my insecurities and fears are catching up with me in my dreams. urgh.
anyway, i had plans for christmas in the end thanks to phi, shiqi, pam lim and wq. my total saviours. and i had fun :) i'm looking forward to having sleepover at phi's house soon! so we watched The Family Stone and shiqi didn't watch it because she had to go for some bbq. and me and phi liked the movie while wq and pam lim thought it sucked. haha. but town was super crowded. and at cine we saw this group of
beng guys with one girl i think looking at some girl's friendster. like in public?! like the whole world can see?! gosh. it kind of grossed us out. and as usual we talked and crapped but it is always ever so funny.
today is class dinner day. think i'll skip that. because i can't go out everyday and tomorrow is mtv gathering which was planned a long time ago. and i've been pangsehing them quite a lot and i do miss them. and t37? i was so excited to have class stuff at first so that i can spend last good moments before i move on to another class and nothing could be done. no response all. only the same enthu few people whom i feel quite bad pangsehing today. i think it would be bad of me if i go out everyday and make my parents upset. furthermore, i know i don't deserve to enjoy my holidays. so now i'm avoiding calls and all but will prob leave a msg to tell phy i won't be going. and i hope they have fun. forgive me if i'm being such an irritating prick.
phong.
love you like a sister;
2:03 pm
